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KRT: Bribery and Threats.
Bribing and Threatening the Gods: Can you do it? If you can, how so? And is it somehow ‘blasphemous’ or ‘immoral’ to do so? Yes, it can be done. I mentioned in this post that I threatened to take a...
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One word.
Note: These ramblings were inspired by this post. Surrender. That one word has such power over me, but not in a good way. When I was Christian, I kept feeling like I had to apologize for everything....
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On sacred D/s…
This is copied and pasted from my Tumblr, when someone (who asked anonymously) asked what “sacred D/s” meant. I think it would be appropriate to put it here as well. “Sacred D/s” is how I describe my...
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Confusion
This was supposed to be a cycle of mirrors, part of healing work, but now…I circle the room, reaching out to every mirror. But all my fingers meet is reflective glass, no pieces of myself reach out....
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Vague and confusing dreams.
EDITED: I have no idea where the blue background came from, I did not mean for that to happen. Both Anpu and Ausir spoke to me in my dreams last night. I can’t remember what either of them said, and...
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Random Musings…
I think I’ve been tapped again, by Anubis’s female counterpart, Anupet. I’ll go ahead and admit it…Anupet scares me a little. I actually spent years terrified of Anubis, so being scared of his female...
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A Response
In response to this post. So…apparently I’m the ruler of an underworld somewhere and have a habit of carrying big knives. That sounds like fun, but no. According to Star Foster, if I want a nice,...
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KRT: Paper and Blades
Execrations and Curses: Can you perform them? What are the ethics behind them, if any? How and when can you perform them? Yes, you can preform execrations and curses. In some cases, and execration is...
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Considering No Longer
(I have more to write about this, especially the message Anpu gave me, but feel like that those things would be better if written in a separate post.) I stand before my shrine, holding the collar in my...
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Messages (sacred D/s)
It’s been about a week, since I said yes. There’s been a slight shift, but it’s something so subtle that I have a hard time explaining it. I can sense him around clearer, but it’s not a FILL THE ROOM...
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Ritual Purity (KRT)
I decided to catch up on all the old KRT posts, since I only joined two months ago. As I try to write this, staring at the blinking cursor and trying to pin down my thoughts, I’ve realized that…ritual...
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Dreams and playing cards
Set has started showing up in my dreams, wearing a white suit and top hat. The first dream was…initiation of some kind. Maybe. I’m still puzzling over it, but whatever lesson I was supposed to...
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PBP: A is for Anger (and Anupet)
That rage isn’t driven by emotion, not heat-of-the-moment screaming and being unable to control my words, but it’s a cold, deep feeling. It’s cutting all emotional ties and hearing my voice lower as I...
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KRT: Daily Practice
I’ve been Kemetic for eight months now, and I’m still trying to figure out daily practice. I’m still trying to figure out how to balance honoring three different Gods. I was better at daily offerings...
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Xanthochroid - Land of Snow and Sorrow (Folk Version)
Reblogged from Metal Gaia:[youtube=http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=khw5Y3A9gSg&w=625&h=352] A perfect theme song for this subzero winter we've been having! Band Genre: Cinematic/ Melodic Black...
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PBP: B is for Bindings
Questions are binding. I’ve asked “why me?” a thousand times. Anpu has never given me a direct answer to that…but I started to listen to my wording. I’ve realized that when I asked that question, it...
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PBP: C is for Choice (sacred D/s)
I have a choice, on this particular path I’m walking. I haven’t made any formal vows or oaths to Anpu. I could still walk away; dismantle my collar so that it’s nothing but beads and gold chain, take...
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KRT: Differences in practice
Differences in practices: How do you deal with them? How do we overlook our differences in practice and UPG? What do we do if our experiences don’t line up with others? This turned out to be a more...
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PBP: D is for Denial (openness and acceptance) (sacred D/s)
I’m splitting it up into smaller posts, because covering the topic of openness and acceptance as part of my sacred D/s relationship isn’t something I could do in one long post; not unless I wanted to...
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Being a Spirit Worker is Like Running a Day Care
briarrose44:This post is awesome, and so very true. Originally posted on The Twisted Rope: Alternate title: Once you are claimed by a spirit, you will never own anything again. If there is something to...
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